新加坡的别名，寂寞

每个人心中都有不想说的秘密，我不过是拥有许多故事而已。对于刚认识我的人，我的过去是个迷，因为我的冷，无法靠近的冷。
以为自己会死在新加坡。 其实我快死了，寂莫几乎将我的灵魂撕裂，但我还是很努力的挣扎。认定自己快死了没什么不好，这样才会更加珍惜生命。
是什么让我抛弃家乡的一切，从一个熟悉的环境来到一个陌生的国度，那是别人的好奇心，我不愿也不想回顾。
新加坡是个干净的城市，可是一旦到了夜晚，笼罩在这城市的，却是会让人窒息的寂寞。
俯瞰窗外的夜空，冷冷的风，细细的雨，吹着的，正是新加坡一种叫寂寞空气。
寂寞？。。。
是的，白天的忙碌到了夜晚，既化作寂寞。
这就是新加坡。

Thank you, Father in heaven

I really really feel thankful to God, it's really a great experince in this matter and testify how God's work in me.
The power and authority belongs to HIM, only HIM.
Once again, I experinced God's grace, is so sufficien. I should hav faith in HIM before anything happen. Great lesson to me.
Thank you for all my dear frends, cg members, yours prayers meant to me.
Aligato..

My April Fool

A strong feeling like being fools around in S'pore in the event of "over staying".
I took half day leave to settle this issue. The agent seems very irresponble, keep saying just go to kastam, eventhough i told him i cant access bcoz i don't hav document or white card. What to do? Just go loh. Guess what??
Departure from Bugis to Woodland Kastam, am in a mood of frustration, can't stop worrying. With no surprise i being bloked in kastam and call to authority office. The officer is nice, very polite, he refered me to go MOM (Ministy of Manpower) to get my special pass.
It's spent me almost 1 hr to reach MOM at China Town. Keeping wondering what will happen next, i overshot, missed 2 station then i realised i stopped in Raffles Place. Argh... take taxi lah, tat would be faster.
Many ppl Q in MOM, my beg being checked by security in d entrance, as it is so common in any government building in S'pore. After a while, an officer came to me and says m over staying, considered as illegal, m sweating, really sweating and trembling, will they caff me? jail me? or bar me for entry?
Although m d one who know exactly what's been happening so screw them with the facts to stop them from pushing me around, yet, i still worrying. Being in a foreign land sometimes it does make me feel second class, like what Emily reply in fb.
The officer thus say..., "we cannot issue you a special pass", i look with intensity, "we shall fine you $100 for over staying".
Take a breath, relax... only penalty.
Consequences is...fine $100, only.
Quickly, i rush all d way to kastam again to ask for 1 month extention to stay in S'pore. And again, being call to authority office in d kastam, d same officer, telling me to fill in a white from JB, that's all.
I then finally get my white card as visitor pass in JB.
There, finishing my journey of my April fool.

Illegal Stay

I quit from my company but they cancelled my work pass without asking me to return d pass. They just verbally let agent know that I am resigning, and the agent simply cancel without giving any notice since 23/03.
I and my new company only noticed this when they helped me to apply a new work pass. I hence went to ICA (Immigration & Checkpoints Authority) to ask for special pass to extent my days of staying in S'pore, but d officer say nothihng to do with them and requested me to go back to my previous comp. With no surprise, my previous comp igoned this case and push everything to agent. Again i call agent, they wanted me to go kastam eventhou i may not allow to go out, bcoz my 7 days to stays in S'pore has ended since 23/03.
The incident triggered me that, I'm illegal staying in S'pore. Gosh! M a good citizen leh. Dunno what d Kastam will do to me later this evening....

Work Environment

My Workplace

my friends commented my place is messy. Huh to me, messy meh? It's still acceptable to me, as long as i know where i put my documents, that's enough.